Are we experiencing post colonial blues or are we suffering from something more sinister: learned helplessness? I've
been following with some interest the ongoing discussions by the
National Dialogue Team and juxtaposing those with the general mood in
the country.
What
strikes you almost immediately is the collective sentiment among the
public that if the Annan team fails to strike a deal and then all is
lost. Kenya as we used to know it ceases to exist.
In
my musings I've been trying to understand when we fell into this abyss
that we are finding rather difficult to climb out of, where it's become
a do or die with the negotiation teams and failure has been declared a
non-option (and perhaps rightly so).
What
strikes me though is that we seem incapable of formulating our own
ideas. For many years, the previous regime perpetually reminded us that
it was both father and mother and we, quite shockingly, believed it. Our
thought processes are so dominated by a spectacular sense of fear, we
have prematurely resigned ourselves to the notion that unless bwana or memsahib tells us what to do and how to behave then we are finished, that if bwana and memsahib do not make up, then we cannot be friends, we cannot move on.
I
think we lost ourselves in the last election. Our illustrious
politicians capitalized on our fears of domination, of others, of not
having enough, and not being enough, to the extent that picking the
"right" person became a matter of survival. And now we find ourselves
at an impasse as to what we can or cannot do with the choices we have made thus far.
But our power to choose was and is not limited to the events of December 27th.
We are not as oppressed as we are led to believe. As individuals who
make up communities, we can change our perceptions about our
circumstances; we can unlearn helplessness and realize that we can
determine our own destinies. That is a universal truism.
Our
"friends" in the west only remain so in as far as their primary
interests in our country are not interfered with. Have you noticed
the kind of veiled pleasure these prophets of doom seem to by
declaring our demise?
When the US made the unilateral decision to wage
war against Iraq, I scarcely remember them seeking counsel from Kenya,
let alone any other country. Why is it then that we are so eager to
dispense with our own sovereignty? Why are we so willing to have them
issue directives and ultimatums concerning our governance? Why can't I
decide, as a Kenyan, if there's any utility in having a prime minister?
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