Finally,
she moved to the city, seeking its bright lights. For the first few months, her
brave move was uneventful.
True, she was in the city but she was still stuck in
her mundane life, afraid to venture outside the confines of her tiny studio
apartment; a cloistered nun would have had a more exciting existence.
Her
shift to the city of lights was really a gasp for space. She was drowning in
the stifling air of her bucolic prison and had little choice but to save
herself. If a selection of parents was possible, she was convinced she would be
one of those that would choose a different set. But this is not to say she did
not appreciate hers, or love them, but so trapped was she, a creature of flight
and ambition, ensnared in a rustic cell and deprived the slightest adventure or
excitement. She cooked, she cleaned, she read, she slept and then woke, just to
do it all over again.
The
city was calling out to her, insistently and ever more persuasively. It grew so
loud that one day she decided to put down her thick reading glasses and answer
the call of the bright lights.
Walking
down the streets she stayed on the straight and narrow, the well lit sections,
and as her mother had taught, she stayed clear of the darkened alleys. It was on
one such day that she saw the girl who hailed the cab, the girl with that
exotic air, and an aura not different from that of the princesses she had read
of in northern fairy-tales. The light on the streets fell beautifully on her
tall, slender body, and the air around billowed and shimmered with a reverence
denied more ordinary life. Her long mane of hair swished to the hum of the wind,
and so enthralled was our country girl that she did not take offence when the
city girl sneered as she passed her by, her enchanting fragrance lasting long
after she had gone in the taxi. It was also the last thing she thought about as
she went to sleep, dreaming that in this city; even she could gain that
mysterious presence.
For
a long time it stayed in her dreams, and her life was no different than it had been
in her hometown. She held on to its basic rhythm and kept her hair held back in
a tight bun, with not a strand out of place. Her mother would be proud. Her
clothes rack had only the plainest dark shades and the primmest long lengths,
again much of it so grim that many a nun would find it oppressive.
Then
it started to suck her in, slowly and insidiously at first and then more and
more unashamedly as she chased the mirage of her dreams, the fragrant beauty
with the long hair. Work paid well and soon she wanted more and more. She had
to dress to fit in. The endless shop windows lured her away from the solitude
of her studio. Shopping was a lot of fun, but a strange new world for her and
she had to grapple for a while with the concept of owning clothes for specific
moods or occasions. She didn't quite understand the notion of owning more than
a decent pair of shoes that could be put on everywhere and at all times. Her feet
were now adorned with heels so high and tips so pointed that they could also
double up as weapons if the need arose.
Her
hair had turned to shades of colours whose names even her vastly improved
vocabulary did not know to pronounce. It now bobbed up and down to a beat of
its own, following on her fierce steps in those murderous heels. Gone were the
thick reading glasses and her eyes were liberated in an alluring hazelnut. Her
thick work body began to take on a different shape, carved by a dietary
austerity that smoothed it into the shape of the glass that contained her most
frequent meal. Dinners were now consumed as martinis, shaken not stirred, thank
you. Her lifestyle took on an ever faster pace, and evolved into high-energy brunches
and lunches with girlfriends she never had before. She even took a lover.
The
city that had once felt cold and alien now held her in its warm embrace, her
best friend. It gave her a sense of belonging like no other place had. She was
never going back to the cave she had once called home. She was in love; and in
her every synapse burned a passion for living.
Another
busy night had come to an end. As she walked down the street she noticed people
move out of her way as if a red carpet had been laid out in front of her. Her
sleek slender body towered over them as she raised her arm to hail a cab. She
looked up and noticed the shine of the street lights that had called her to this
city, the lights that had won the victory over the sun.
As
she stepped into the cab, she noticed a girl not too old looking admiringly at
her, their eyes met and she found her confident airs pierced. Her eyes shifted
down as she remembered that first day, under the street lights in the glare of her
innocence when she had met the city princess. She had become the girl in her
dreams.
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I loved this piece.